ahh best eyh ujan eyh ari ani~*nyanyi mode*
hujaann yang tuurrunn bagaiiikann mutiaaraaa~hehehe lagi tia labat!
ishh walaupun ujan ah masih jua ada urg berlajuan driving ah mutung sana sini inda bisia takut kah tu aku eyh ijap2an ku kan driving time ujan ani eyhh...ingau ati ku! ingat lah keluarga tersayang hahaha!
owh yah anyway i recev a phone called dari my old fren(i guess dalam 10 taun kali udah kami berkawan ani) im so happy for her she is getting married soon syukur alhamdullilah then suddenly she said.."lenk me tanya buleh?"i said "apa dalenk?"she replied "nda u nyasal kah kawin sama duda ani" my respond?i laugh out loud! i told her why shud i be regret?this is my destiny~its my decision married to a duda nada paksaan dari sapa2..infact im happy with him, i added lagi..i say mun ku kawin ma yang alum kawin alum tantu jua ku bahagia..yang penting hati..if u felt happy and love someone ya duda kah dadi kah dadu kah u just dont care about the status yang penting HATI tani sendiri~yang penting he know how to treat u right...yang penting he know how to membimbing tani ke jalan yang benar..
back to previous year..ive been engaged twice to orang yang bujang..but we are not meant to be together! my 1st ex same age with me perhaps my old school frens..but i was mentally and physically abused with him. at 1st i thought his the right guy i will end up my single life tapi..its NOT! his my nightmare!
my 2nd ex his kinda cool very happy and loving person but i cant be with him just because aku sunyi so i need him just to fill in my loneliness im not sure either i love him or maybe i just suka him..i pity him its unfair for him..i let him go..
after few yrs its..i stay with my bro, neighbour next door is 'duda yang kana tinggal bininya with laki2 lain' as claimed by my bro. selalu ku ngutuk kedia! ambung ni urang sebalah ani banci ku nda penaguran! days come and go..who cares being single! life is brilliant though sunyi~one day my car breakdown masa ku on the way muleh rumah..then suddenlyyy a hero safe my life hahahaha perasan! eyhhh ko adi c preddeh kah?ahh u siapa?aku yang tinggal sebalah g salim~masa tu malas ku ingau bana ya siapa yang penting my car!! my neighbour help me out! and send me to the workshop and home! alhamdulillah eyh~mun nada kedia cana kah~mikir jua ku tu! starting from that day~yahh i still remember March 2007..we bekawan2 dan alhamdulillah kejinjang pelamin now its almost 2 yrs been married to him..though life is up and down we still managed to maintain our marriage..dan mudahan saja di berkati ALLAH dan akan berpanjangan hingga keakhir hayat..amin....
heheheh panjang ceta ku ah~anyway dats it..once upon a time!
hubby g salim 306! i love u...till death do su apart! insya ALLAH...
LOVE,
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