08.08.09

Im gonna miss my beloved grand dad for the rest of my life...:( my grand dad passed away last Saturday on the 8th August 2009 after suffering from complication of liver cancer for almost 3 months..its hard to accept he leaving me forever but atu sudah ketentuan dari ALLAH setiap yang hidup pasti akan mati..too much memories with him..im gonna missed the way we teasing each other,ceritanya, but for most dis year hari raya wont be de same anymore usually raya pertama patang we beramai2 ke arahnya sibuk tah tu mulah nini nyuruh makan sibuk tu ya nyambut kami d dapan pintu until one time he labelled me 'CUCU KU YANG PALING GAUK NI' arghh im really2 sad~until now masih ku tekanang2 dapan mata ku ya ketawa ya senyum ya bejalan tapi nda ku menyasal masanya sakit sampat ku bagi ya minum, di saat2 akhir atu sampat ku memohon maaf rahnya and membisikkan rah telinganya..ganya ku masih upset aku nda sampat bawa baby ku jumpa kedia ya ganya meliat pic nya ganya and malam ya meninggal aku nada sana as durang bagi tau nini mencari aku:(, last wordnya rah ku last week masa nini masih dapat bercakap'jaga anak2 mu bisai2' insya ALLAH ni akan ku jaga ya sebaik mungkin..~ya ALLAH tempatkan nini ku bersama dengan orang2 yang beriman dan soleh..akan ku simpan kenangan atu didalam ati ku sampai mati ni...rakan2 AL - FATIHAH for my nini ALLAHYARHAM HAJI OMAR BIN NAYAN...(1928-2009)...

senyuman~

hehehe my baby syamir ketawa tapinya badal! hahah kiut! buh..arghh kinda tough week another 2 weeks to go for my stupid autocad course im tired bahhhhh..im thinking off to to find new job tapinya see lah cana..everything went well ganya i tak tahan lah the politic in the office ani i dont want to masuk campur actually tapi bila aku turut dibabit2kan yatah membuatkan ati ku panas toh nah nah emosi ku tah plg..pendangki pun ramai nda dapat meliat urang sanang..susah2..tapi nda apa sabar saja dulu insya ALLAH ada hikmahnya tu..

ramadan is coming in one month time its time to diet maybe heheheh owh next month i have to send off my kain dah kan di buat tuk baju raya dis year plan baju 2 pasang saja for me n hubby most important is for Syamir lah..raya ketiga ill be taking my off its time tuk tidor kan berehat hahahah puasa pun alum perancangan nya bukan main lah melangit udah hahaha tapi sad jua lah raya ani my sister flying of to UK for 3 yrs uwaaaaaaaaaaaa so sad!

H1N1 is still around~gosh pretty scary peeps! apa2 pun..banyakkan berdoa dan bermunajad minta perlindungan dari ALLAH s.w.t...amin..

Bah dats all for now its nearly 9am i have to go to gadong now..

Bye...

LOVE,
IkanMasinBini...9136....

Hepi besdeh~

Hepi besdeh to CASTELLO..a.k.a Md. Azmi Bin Azizul (hehe complete~)bah bah...semoga di lindungi ALLAH selalu..bahagia with yang tersayang selalu...kawin tah lakas2... :P thanx for the memories.. heheh

from,
IkanMasinBini901 & G - Salim306 & Baby camir 501

my new ring~

ive got new ring from my hubby dengan inda romantik nya ya membagi rah ku nah cuba nya muatkan inda?i was like ahhh?bangang?hahahahaha awu muat~bah nyangku hadiah sempena apa ni adakah patut my hubby told me sempena ari ni ari jumat nya cehhh nada romantik eyh hahahahah anyway thanxxxxxxxxx a lot hubby ku~thanx for the ring! love u so much..not the ring atau apa sekali pun yang ku maukan..yang ku maukan kasih sayang tani berpanjangan, bahagia dan dirahmati ALLAH selalu yang...amin...

.BUSY.

im super busy this month~will not blogging maybe 2 - 3 weeks~im away~im too busy! to those who viewed this blog..thanx alot..may ALLAH bless us and protect us always amin..bye...

IkanMasinBini901 & G-SaLiM306

9136 forever~

thanx to bro mr fuji for the picture! damn! i look super fat but who cares lalalala~*ingau ati mode heheheh*

inalillah..

takziah to the family of the 12 years olg girl yang passed away due to the penyakit H1NI..semoga ALLAH mencucuri rahmat kapada roh nya amin...ya ALLAH ya tuhan kami, kami bermohon kepada mu..jauhilah penyakit mahupun segala bencana buruk daripada menimpa kami rakyat BRUNEI DARUSSALAM dan seluruh dunia...kepada mu jua kami meminta kepada mu jua kami bermohon....